stop procrastinating

hi people! feeling good these days?hope you did, because happy people make world a better place to live..right? well you'd be surprised.

happy people wouldn't want to read this. so go away and stay happy..oh wait perhaps you can diffuse some elements of happiness to me. i mean wouldn't it be great if happiness is a full jar of chocolate chips or tons of buckets of mars bars. like magic chocolate chip and magic mars bars (cause it makes more sense :))

the good thing is you won't be hurt any less by giving it out to other people. no matter how much you give by filling other's cup your jar will stay the same, sometimes it overloads! by the time it depletes, there will be someone who can fill that up again.well, that's how the world suppose to works. and i'd believe that everyone has this magic stuff. it's a matter of full or empty, willing to share or stuff it all alone.

im extremely surprised with myself for being so transparent with what crawling inside me, like how i feel about something and what's on my mind. it is quite a disappointment though...it works perfectly fine when i am happy . but it takes hell a lot of patience to hold and swallow them up when clouds of sorrow and mood swing just happen to blow right on my face. i failed miserably,more often than not..and because it is magic, it affecting other people.

i have respect for people who have fully control over themselves. people who manage to say 'i'm fine' after all chaoses pains and bad days getting thrown their way. they even capable of consoling others when actually they need it the most.

it isn't only mars bars that magic, sometimes sadness and unhappy thought radiate itself to other people. make world less awesome place.

i am not saying that we can't have bad days and ugly stuffs. everyone has. but for it to be well managed not so many people can. and as genuine as it sounds i am one of them. i guess time heals everything, perhaps, as time wears on we will get better and in more control of ourselves.

i shall stop now, i shouldn't be blabing about how these forces and laws of nature should be lined. they will find the way.:)

i am done with 5 papers. this makes 3 more papers to go! urgh, the last 5 days were horrible, i ate, slept showered with adrenaline and epinephrine all over my head. i don't dare to think how it went. finger cross finish the exam and here's come.summer!!!

well then i have my jar of happiness top up again who knows i can spread some. anyone? teehee.:)

here's a little something for meyou who love to procrastinate.